I Lost It to My Cousin!!
My mom went to tampa for the weekend and we had to stay with our grandma for the weekend and my cousin was there he is 16 and i was 14 . It happened saturday i was laying in bed and he came cause my older cousin kiesha was sleep with her boyfriend and he layed down with me and started talking and he asked could he get me wet and said no cause your my cousin and he started touching on me and he said i wont hurt you and i said i cant my mom will kill me and he said she wont find out and then i said yes and he climbed on top of me and did it it hurted so bad i cryed . then the next morning i woke and he was on the cough sleep and i was talking to my 18 cousin which is his sister and i told her and she was like it dont matter so now that my mom found out i cant go over there anymore and i cry sometimes cause he can say he took my virginity and all i can say is i cant see him anymore and i wish i could but i cant i dont know why i have that feeling sometimes .