He's Not a Friend Anymore...

I just lost mine to a guy that I considered a good friend. He had told me in the past that he had feelings for me and I had mutual feelings for him. He told me that he really didn't want a relationship and I thought that I could deal with that. He obviously didn't want a relationship with me 'cause he started a relationship with another girl soon after we hooked up. After they got together, he couldn't look at me or talk to me. I felt so horrible. I cried myself to sleep every night. That happened 9 months ago and we have barely talked since then.
gigglemonster2000 gigglemonster2000
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 21, 2007

Me and my first love got into a huge fight, last night a really good friend came over and we walked around my street and then went and sat in his car.<br />
One thing went to another and we had sex... Then afterwards my first love Cody called and apologized, i told him what happened and he said he still loved me but he knew id regret it and that we could still make us work. I feel horrible, beyond horrible. <br />
The sex was horrible, it was in his car in my driveway and like 3 different positions, i was suppose to be abstinence.. :[

I've just recently been through something very similar...take care, and know that you're definitely not alone.