Nightmares And Memories

I think about what happened and I dream about it. It won't get out of my head. I have a boyfriend and the images intrude our love making. I am tainted. I'm not sure why he wants me. But he is so gentle and understanding. He never pushes me. So why can't I move past what happened? Why is that stranger still raping me every night in my dreams?
ginger1776 ginger1776
18-21, F
1 Response May 21, 2012

It was a traumatic experience. You can just move on. I think, just absorb it. Don't try and forget it. Because you can't. Just let it hover around. Do other things. New things. Cool things. Fun things! Go on a date night with your boyfriend. Go to the beach. Go shopping with your friends. Try sushi, or snails, have you tried them? See if you can cancel it out. But, it was sad, and I'm very sorry. Big hugs. x