1 Year Anniversary...Its been a year since that ******* took away something that i can never get back. it was 2am and i let him into my house. he said he wanted to help me feel better. i thought he meant talking like we usually did. no. he pushed me down, took my clothes off and held me down as he began to assult me. when he was through, he left. i crawled upstairs crying, too afraid to tell my parents what had happened. i cant stop thinking about it...i havent been the same since. im afriad constantly now, especially tonight.
EDIT 9/5/12: my parents found out a month later when i overdosed and had to be sent to the ER again. they called in the police and a special rape counselor to talk to me in the hospital that same day. i refused to say who did it because i didnt want anyone to ever know and i didnt want to the person to be angry at me and do it again. he was over 18.