Freshman Year Was Supposto Be Awesome But It Was Awful....

When I started high school is when my nightmare began... Freshman year I was so excited about being in high school meet new friends have fun everything that came with being in High School. I hung out with some friends i have since middle and some new friends well two of my so called friends were talking to these older guys and one day they asked me to ditch with them and they convinced me so i went of with them before the school bell rang... one of the guys picked us up in his car my it was 3 girls including myself and two guys we drove around for about 30 minutes and the guys decided to get some beer my friends were all excited but i had a bad feeling about all this first because they looked like gangsters so i told them from the get go i was not going to drink they insisted but i keep saying no.... we ended up going to the house of the one the guys and when we got there there was 2 or 3 more guys from what i recall... the music started my friends were all into they're guys and i was sitting on the couch just thinking where did i get myself into i was seeing my friends act so different everyone was smoking weed and drinking and i was sitting on the couch there was two guys sitting trying to talk to me asking why wasnt i doing what my friends where and i didnt know what to day all i would say i dont that them before u know it there were ******* with the guys in the room both in the same room at the same time and i was offered a soda since i didnt want to drink and i took it my fucken big mistake it was open already how stupid could i be!!! and i drank it i started feeling drowsy as if i was going to pass out and i did for about 2-3 hours and i remember two guys trying to touch me and i would tell them to stop but they didnt and when i woke up i was on a pull out couch no shirt just my bra and no pants with cramps and blood i was so out of it my so friends helped me get dressed and only one guy was there and drove us home they dropped me of first at the corner of my house when i got home i got in the shower and realized what happend and cried i felt so bad because i put myself in that situation and its still hard till they day no one deserves that i was 14 at the time... 10 years later i feel as if it was yestuarday well the next day i went to school and one of the guys brother threatened me if i said anything i was going to pay i was so scared i never said anything until i was 17 but i begged my dad to change me schools and he did and since then i never saw the girls or the those guys again....
Honey88eyes Honey88eyes
22-25, F
Sep 12, 2012