I Lost My Virginity To Rape
I dont like starting my story about how awful my rape was... I need to tell you about me.. My name is Kaylan. I am 18 years old, & i have a son named Asxen Larkin. Now here is my story.
I was a freshman in high school. Short blonde skinny, everyone called me beautiful and told me how much they wanted to be just like me. I was proud of that. Everything my freshman year was going splended for me. Made cheer team, was on beta, had all my grades up.. & just when i thought my life couldnt get better, the star football player asked me out. Of course i said yes! We dated for a good while. Went to parties with eachother. My sophomore year we was still together. We had never been sexually active, i was a virgin, & had to make sure he was the right one. He always asked and i would always say no. He would get mad a bit, but i always said oh well he loves me. One day he wanted to go to this party, so i said okay. We walked in and we started drinking hardcore, to the point where i couldnt stand by myself. He then picked me up, and carried me to the bedroom up stairs. He got on top of me and covered my mouth and started kissing my neck. I tried to stop him. He raped me violently. I bleed all over the bed sheets. When he was done he just got.up an left. I woke up the next morninh leaving this boys house, to go home to my mom screaming at me asking me where i have been. I just ignored her and walked away. I didnt tell her because i didnt want her or my father to be ashamed of me. 2 months later i missed my periods, took a pregnancy test, & found out i was pregnant. I was so shocked, & i didnt know how i was going to do. My attacker brokw up with me, mom and dad would kill me... A couple weeks later i told my mom j was pregnant, then told her about what happened at the party. Months later i had a healthy little boy. I am now a senior, i am passing with all A's. I try very hard to be the best mother i can be, plus the best student. It gets hard, but i am a strong woman. I dont regret getting raped, or wishing it never happened. Because ether it would have happened to another girl who would have just killed her baby, or i wouldnt have Larkin. The best thing thats happened to me. So keep your head up. A shine bright. Your not just another one, your unique.
I was a freshman in high school. Short blonde skinny, everyone called me beautiful and told me how much they wanted to be just like me. I was proud of that. Everything my freshman year was going splended for me. Made cheer team, was on beta, had all my grades up.. & just when i thought my life couldnt get better, the star football pla
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LarkinsMommy
Age:
18-21
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Female
