When I was in kindergarten, I was raped by this 13-14 year old boy that lived in the house behind me and my twin sister. I don't remember much because I blacked out. But because of this incident, I cannot stay inside a room with a guy alone or else I start to panic. No one knows why. But we should have known because our own blood related brother who is like 10 years older than us was mulesting us at night when our parents were asleep. of curse because of this we kept sleeping in class and was anti social. The only person that me and my sister told was our close friend who was a boy. (We told him when we was 12.) But after that he started questioning us every chance he got "what do mean by raped? Did he put it in? Did you try to escape?" Every time he asked us, we would look down at the ground and answer him. (He was two years younger than us.) But soon after that he became distant and said to my sister one time "how can I stay friends with two *****?" I couldn't believe it. Now because of this I freak out every time someone gets too close into my personal life or even touch me. And last year my parents found out that our brother did this to us because our niece confessed to her mom (our sister) that she was mulested by him one time when she slept over. How? We stayed up every night when they slept over because of him so that we could protect her, and we failed... She got mulested by him because we failed to protect her. She's 3 years younger than us! And the worst part about it is that our parents told us to lie about this to the CPS... So we did. I'm 17 now but I still can't get over any of it.