It Felt Right, But Was It Right Timing?

august 8th, 2010. it was in the back of my boyfriend's van. we have been officially in a relationship for almost a month, but have known each other for 2 years and have secretly been in love with each other a year after he broke up with his past gf. my first sexual experience with him was oral and he told me that when i was ready we'd go for the real thing. a week later i told him i was ready. it was definitely an experience i do not regret but i dont know if it was too much too soon. thing is, i felt physically and mentally ready but something in the back of my mind tells me that i could've waited a bit longer.  august 8th, 2010.
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Aug 10, 2010