Life Is A LabyrinthHave you ever felt losing yourself along the peak of success? Have you ever felt so unhappy in spite of all the blessings showered upon you? Well, I am.
I have been so aimless for some time. I don't know the main reason but depression might be a contributing factor. I am depressed because no one really appreciates me. I know I am introvert but could someone at least understand me and be there for me all the time?? I guess none. I am intelligent enough to be included in the list of the "nerdest" people in my school. People would get to know you, compliments you and then forget you. I want a real friend. I want a companion, confidant, an alter ego. People nowadays are like "polyvinylchlorides". They are like reflective surface that do whatever you want to see.
I am aimless because I know that even if I had a great accomplishment in my life, I had no one to share it with. Even my family don't appreciate me due to the fact that my sibling is far way better than me. And how am I going to solve that? I think I just have to live with it. My life is too complicated that sometimes i think escaping is better than solving them. I know I will not solve them, but at least I can temporarily forget them. But that was not the real me, I have to face them.
md08 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 Nov 1, 2011