Who Am I?Im 33 I lost my job and im single. What a way to start this story huh. When i was younger I was the life of the party every one wanted to be my friend and I was outgoing we partied every weekend and I lived laughed and loved as the song says but never took anything seriously therefore i never felt stress either. I was a big man as i still am I weighed 300+ pounds but was always athletic I could move like a small man. but somewhere along the way i stopped seeing my friends and stopped going out. I guess i sort of crawled into myself and i dont no if i would say i was depressed or not but when i say it out loud thats what it sounds like. I feel ashamed sometimes about it because i see no reason for it there are people out there that have real sincere problems and i dont see my problems as worthy of depression. but never the less i find myself now wanting a significant other and maybe even a family. i gues im just saying i dont know who I am anymore. what happened to the guy that was afraid of nothing or anyone? The guy that everybody loved and looked up to? I am trying to find him and essentially start my life over again. I thank you all for the help as this website acts as a sort of therapy for me reading everyone elses experiences and sharing a few of my own.
irvinebrown78 31-35, M 8 Responses 9 Mar 11, 2012