I have seem to have lost my way too. It feels differnt at times. I use to have a lot of friends, I don't know if it is that I am older or having a bad dreams. I love the Lord and am active in church and always helping others. Some times it seems that other people just don't care. My family is kinda cold, and my close friends are not nice to me at all. Something is wrong and no one is telling me anything. Some times I thank that God is alouding this to happen, so I will look to him for answers. It like I am the only one on earth. I know the devil is a lier, and what he takes he will have to give it back. No matter what happens I will still love Jesus and serve God and smile to make others happy even for a day.