Can't Keep Track Of Time

It seems as if my whole world is falling apart and I can't do anything about because it's my fault. I have lost people that I love and I blame all their deaths on me.....I wake up every morning with a pit in my deep it gives me anxiety attacks. I feel so lonely everyday is another step of loneliness. I don't even know what hope or faith is anymore. What is it?

First my grandpa, grandma,dog,aunt,niece, and I've lost these people but not because of death but because of communication, two of my best friends,my sister,brother,mom.

Could it get any worse?
nicromancer nicromancer
13-15, F
1 Response Jul 26, 2012

Yes, it could get worse, but it could also get better. Communication can be improved. Nothing is fixed.