Ive Completely Lost Myself And My Childhood .

Im not going to say i've had the worst childhood ever , but I have definitely been through things and seen thing that someone my age definitely should never have to go through or see . I know things could be worse but for me right now this is the worst . Almost 5 months ago I lost my brother to jail and the way things seem to be going he's not going to be coming home . Then 2 months ago I lost my 14 month old nephew who meant the world to me , I treated him like my own . Then 3 weeks ago I lost my precious baby girl 5 months into the pregnancy . And somewhere between all the ciaos and depression I have completely lost myself , and I have know idea how to even get myself back or if I even want to . .
RIPJaylie RIPJaylie
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 11, 2012

I cannot even imagine the loss of a child. I will keep you in my prayers. I promise your dawn will come, things will look up.

thank you so much .