Feeling LostI am feeling like I lost myself. I am feeling like what happened to myself...
All of this started since I moved to different country. This is my second time to move to different country, but this time, it is quite hard.
When I was in US, I think I was strong and independent person. I did a lot of things by myself, even road trip to different states. I loved dancing, I really enjoyed. I also studying for what I wanted to be. While, all the time I was looking for somebody special and spend my life with.
Now, I met that person and we moved to different country, since he got his job. I wanted to be with him, so I ended up giving up a lot of things and my favorite place to live.
Here I am now... I am depressed and weak. I feel like I cannot even overcome small things in my life. I feel like my life does not have hope. I do not have much motivation to do anything much even with my career. Where is myself, who was strong, challenging, and did what I want?? Did I lose myself somewhere? I thought I got what I want... but why am I like this??