Is This It?..

im so broken right now. life is now spinning again. my whole world has changed now.

once the love of my life. now nothing. just me in this cold empty room. i dont know where to start with my life. im 20 years old and have no diploma, no job, no car, nothing. rock bottom. this hill is too steep to climb. i have lost everything.

when is my life going to change. when am i going to stop hurting so bad

soon? not yet? no

i need help.

kyle89 kyle89
18-21, M
4 Responses Jan 7, 2010

no this is not it..this is just the beginning of grown up may suck sometimes, but YOU can change it. So maybe you should start with a plan?<br />
This is how it works..<br />
Good luck to you

I've asked myself so many times how I could possibly do something, and the one thing which you can do is to just go forward. Every time you do an action, you're doing something about your problem.<br />
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I was a juvenile in a year after being in high school, and I gave up so many times. But the evil I had seen and done wasn't enough to defeat that which was good in me. Just because hope is lost, which you might have created, there is still no way to fail.

First step; asking for help. <br />
Second step; stop thinking that you can't change the way things are going. <br />
Third step; make small daily goals for yourself.<br />
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Work on getting your diploma or GED, finding a job, and even hanging out with people. Never stop getting out of the house and socializing. I did that once and it only made everything worse. Then you have the original problems to fix AND you have to find a way to be more social. I'd rather not create any more problems, you know? <br />
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Little steps; big rewards. I think it all starts in your mind. <br />
I know you can achieve whatever it is that you want out of life, if you try and never give up. =)

Oh hell Kyle89, sorry to hear that.<br />
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The night is always darkest just before the dawn! Its true. <br />
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Run headlong into life and stuff will happen. <br />
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Good luck