My Love, My Boyfriend

I lost my beloved boyfriend to cancer over a year ago now. He was just 16 and i was 15.

It broke my heart when i found out he died. i was on holiday in Spain with my family. He was suffering from bowel cancer. He always told me he was going to be alright and I needn't worry, but i think he knew what was going to happen :( then again, all the good ones go first. In a way, his death has made me a stronger person. But truth be it, nobody will ever be able to replace him he was truly an amazing boy. I have not been able to love again, but its still early days for me...i dont think i can love anyone as i loved him I'm finding it difficult to move on.

i loved him with all my heart and still do. There's not a day that goes by where i dont think about him. I hope he is better off up there in heaven and is looking down on us all :)

R.I.P Nakash Ali xxxxxxx

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1 Response Aug 6, 2009

losing the one you love and surviving their death to see a new day is tough. i lost three relatives i was really close to. so i do relate. i think about them. they will always have a special place in my heart. i hope time can help your memories repaint your smile. :) he would want that for you. :)