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What do you do when the one person who can answer all your questions is not with you anymore? I can't help but to think that one day I will wake up and you will be here again. What happened to our family did the love disappear...does that even exist...can a families bond disappear or was ever really there to begin with. How could one person impact the lives of so many people. Its been 4 1/2 years and it never gets easier. Isn't that part of the life. Aren't we supposed to heal as time goes on. Shouldn't I feel a greater love between the people who shared your love and find peace with them and myself. I guess life isn't going as planned for us down here, but I know your always there...no matter what life throws at me I will always fight just the way you did on your final days. You never complained, never looked sad, scared, and you could pass your love through the touch of a smile and the warmth of a hug. I miss you...and I'm sorry that our family isn't doing the one thing you always wanted....to be one as we were when you were here...but I promise you that my heart will always be open and generous just as yours was. I love you...till we meet again.
True143 True143
22-25, F
Dec 4, 2012