My Second Daddy...

December 5, 2012 another date to add too the worst day ever.... My step-father passed away... I feel so bad because I never got to tell him how much he meant to me... I never got to tell him how much I did love and appreciate him... All I could ever tell him was things that I shouldn't have... I never showed him what everyone should show all the important people in their life.... We were just starting to get along.... I was starting to tell other people that I did love him... I never told him... I feel so bad.. I just.... Chet started to be my second daddy... He started to be a really good friend... I also have to think that my 3 siblings who happen to be 18 months, 5yrs, and 7yrs are going to grow up without daddy... The youngest is NOT going to remember him... The 5 year old keeps saying "I miss daddy." that kills me... :/ I don't know what to do anymore... I've got to help myself, my mom, my little brothers, my little sister, my older brother.. Other family members... I just... Don't know anymore.....
RIP Chester Parks II
August 2, 1971- December 5, 2012
Wishin' on a fallen star won't change the truth of where you are but still I miss you and I wish you everything the heavens hold I pray with all my might and when I go to sleep tonight your soul is finally free....
Brina99 Brina99
18-21, F
Dec 6, 2012