the worst experience of my life.

i lost my brother. we were so close. he was my hero. he never got sick of me following him around. he loved me just as much as i loved him.

and then that night. he went out with his friends. he was only a year older then me. that night there was a knock on the door. a scream. crying. being woken up and thrown into a vehicle. i didnt know what was happening.

until we arrived at the hospital. his bestfriend was already gone. my brother was in a coma. for four days we sat and waited. it was up and down. and then everything came crashing down permanently saturday night.

he was gone. and i couldnt understand why. i still dont fully understand. it's  the hardest thing i've ever had to live through. i pray to God nothing like that ever happens again.

i lost a part of my heart that night.

gypsysoul gypsysoul
22-25, F
3 Responses Feb 16, 2009

I am truly sorry for your loss. I lost my brother-in-law in a car accident a few months ago. He was living with my wife and I. How have you managed to deal with it?

im really sorry for this. must of been traumatic. i feel the tears-hugs!

I'm sorry for your loss. I know you miss him every day. ((hugs))