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I've lost 2 close friends in car accidents. It hurts like hell. The first was an ex-boyfriend and he died when I was in the 10th grade. It almost killed me. He was the sweetest person I knew. And would do anything for anyone. I just don't understand why someone so sweet and friendly would be taken from us so soon. He was only 20 years old. I still think about him every single day. And miss him like crazy.

The second was another mutual friend of my husband and I. He died on the day I went to get my wedding dress. It was awful. He got killed in a car accident less than 5 miles from his home.  He had just turned 26. He was such a nice guy. He would also do anything for anyone. I still think about him alot, also. My husband and I have decided to name our son after him, if and when we have one.

I MISS YOU ROSS AND NICHOLAS! I STILL THINK ABOUT YOU BOTH EVERY SINGLE DAY! I LOVE YOU BOTH AND HOPE TO SEE YOU BOTH AGAIN ONE DAY!!!!