It's Been Almost 2 Months
On July 2, 2009 I found my signifigant other lying kneeling on the bathroom floor dead with needle on the on the counter and I knew what had happened. I just don't get it though he was doing so good for about a year then he got depressed and started doing it again. My days and my mind just can't wrap around it. He Loved me and the kids but that monkey got him this time. I have been sober 13 years and would never go back to it. I must say this has been the worse thing that has happened to me in my life. I am so tired and just dont know what to do anymore. How can a man with a wife and kids just do that to himself, I'll never understand the why's of it cause there is no answer. Maybe thats why it is hard to move on. I dont know anymore i JUST need some rest.
thanks for listening.