My Baby Is Gone!

On August 19, 2009 My son left this earth. I got a phone call from the police telling me are you sitting down. I told them I will. They then told me that my son was dead and they where sorry to give me this news. I was at work at the time they called working on a clients hair. All I could do is cry and let out a welling scheme! They told me he had been dead for two days and that the autopsy had been performed that morning and I needed to send my funeral home to pick his body up in the morning. Well I could hardly walk out of work wondering around the parking lot to find my car all messed up in the head, saying over and over my baby is dead. At the age of 24 noway would I every expect this. A forty seven year old mother of four to lose her youngest son to find out heroin overdose. The only thing that keeps me going is my three I have left and God.

atruelygoodone atruelygoodone
46-50, F
7 Responses Oct 1, 2009

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i am so sorry this happened. prayers.

I am so sorry my deepest sympthy to you and your family. I read this and started to cry bc i kept thinking about my mother the night my 21 year old brother died, he died August 17th 2009. there was 4 of us and now she has 3 but this is the worst possible thing that could ever happen to a family. dont fight the tears or pain let it come and take its course crying is our body;s way of cleansing the soul. watch your other children make sure they are ok and if they need to talk even if it doesnt make any sence let them vent. there is no right or wrong way to do this but its def a pain that will forever be a burden in our lives. he will always be with you in your heart and in your mind.i am so sorry but please know your not alone....

I'm really sorry to hear that. I'm here if you need anyone

My heart bleeds for you! I , too, am a mother. I have a 22 year old daughter, and I can't immagine what it would be like to lose her!. Hange in there! I know you must be hurting sooo bad right now.

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