Why Did I Do It?
i went out with a group of mates about 4 of us in total, we all got wasted and high on herion and some other stuff .i cant really remember what happened but i can remember dave was drivin an we went though the drive though at mc donalds. we were nearly home when the car hit another car , rolled over and swerved off the road.it turns over dave had taken an overdose and passed out at the wheel , i lost 2 great mates in that accident9 dave was one of them).i cant belive it happened i never thought somethin lke that would ever happen.
worse then the car accident was the funerls after i wanted to bbe there i just couldnt bear to go. i reget it now i just wish i had a chance to say goddbye and say how much they meant to (i had lived in care with em since i was 4 then we all got a flat togeter)me.
i hate myself now because it was my idea to go out if i hadnt of suggested it they would still be with us. the flat is just an emepty silence now.