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I Lost Someone To Suicide

Mt Beautiful Boy

By: cankaz
Written on October 8th, 2011
I lost my son to suicide how I hate writing those words just 3 short weeks ago  I am so lost I don,t know what to do with myself I don,t know who I am anymore he was my only son and the love of my life. I just want him back with me. I cannot quit crying and not  in control of any of my emotions I don,t know how to live without him, he was my everything please someone help me to understand I am so empty I don,t want to do anything all I want is to be with him.


please pray for me Sandy Cannons






By: cankaz
Age: 51-55 , Female
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    morosita
    morosita

    you and your son will be in prayers from now on, so as my own little angel! may God watch over you and give you strength!

    Nov 13, 2011
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    brendascully1
    brendascully1

    Dear Sandy, I know your pain, sorrow,torment,there's NO words to say how one can feel when this happens. I just lost my son Nathan July 15th,of this yr. The only way I'm getting through this is my Faith in God. I don't think i would last. He was my only son. He was 26. I do have 2 daughters. Another way I'm coping with this pain, is trying to Bless someone else who has lost a child. With a card,money BUT most of All Prayer. I have a list of people i have sent a card to. And through my prayer time, I lift these Names to God and ask that He give them the Strength,Courage,and Most of All Grace to face the day. We can only take one day at a time.....May the Love of God Help you and your family get through today...Much Love and Comfort Brenda

    Oct 17, 2011
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    I am praying for you, Sandy.

    Oct 14, 2011
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    nightrider82
    nightrider82

    The scar will stay,but the pain will go as time passes,there will be times were it will be overwhelming,pray and keep talking to people close to you.My god be by your side in this difficult time in your life

    Oct 14, 2011
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