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I Lost Someone To Suicide

12/27/11

By: jessicaleewhite936
Written on December 28th, 2011
Age: 41-45 , Female
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9 responses
  • nicki83

    I am so sorry for your lost I can't begin to understand what you are feeling

    Jan 19, 2012
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  • mrniceman

    so so sorry. can not think just how you are feeling. i not your hurting so much right now. and wish there was something to say to take away your pain. but there is nothing. just so sorry

    Jan 3, 2012
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  • Kizzy4ever

    The truth is you probably don't want to understand. You don't want to go into the mood where you go through everything you could have done because the truth is everyone in the world could have done something. I was saved by a stranger telling me not to do it. You need to instead think about what you can do to honor her memory because she would want you to remember her but she would want you to live on. Find little things that make you smile. It helps

    Jan 1, 2012
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  • jessicaleewhite936

    I miss her so much I new she was sad but she got help she was doing so much better I didn't see this comeing

    Dec 31, 2011
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  • teddy1313

    I understand what you are feeling. I just lost my only son to suicide on December 8, 2011. He never told me, my wife or anyone that there were any problems. He was a top student in College, never into drugs or alcohol. He was active in his church, an Eagle Scout, life guard, always ready to help others. Friends talked to him the day before, and he told them that every thing was O.K. My wife and I will miss him every day, for the rest of our lives.

    Dec 31, 2011
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  • Madisonkaykay09

    Hunn, ik what ur feeling my cuz died last night or today her name was angel she commited suicide unknown why if It was by choice forcee or even by mistake.rip our luved ones

    Dec 29, 2011
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  • lazycrazybasket

    Sorry to hear this, I feel for you.

    Dec 29, 2011
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  • 94kirkpatrick

    Ma'am, I know what you're feeling. My sister and best friend committed suicide about 4 weeks ago, on November 29th 2011. I know you feel the most unbearable, heart-breaking pain imaginable. When I found out, I just screamed and cried and tore apart my room. I'm so sad and numb and tired from the pain and hurt, it feels the days just blend together. I've withdrawn from everything and almost everyone. I know it hurts. I know you feel alone because no one but your daughter's father can comprehend this pain.I know it feels like you'll never feel happy again, because that's how I feel still. But you're not alone. There are others out there that know your pain and we can help each other. I know the space in your heart will never be filled, mine never will be either, but we can at least be in comfort each other during this time. It's okay to cry and to be pissed at the world and break down and scream and shout and want other's to hurt to, just so you don't have to feel alone in your pain. But you're not. I hope we can comfort each other during these times of great sorrow. God Bless you ma'am.

    Dec 29, 2011
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