Three People Unfortunately.

Three people I know have chosen to go this way, if you add in acquaintances there's even more. I'm just talking about my friends, all of them are missed. Whilst I understand the desire to no longer be here, I could kill them all for doing this to the rest of us! I miss them. I wish they were still here, it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. No matter how bad I may feel at times, I wish people could see this isn't the answer, I wish they knew how badly they are missed, how much it hurts those of us that are left dealing with there loss, what it does to us, how it affects us. None that I have known to have gone this way would have chosen to inflict this level of pain on the rest of us, had they realised the gaping hole they left behind, it would never have happened. 
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1 Response May 6, 2012

my brother hung himself... years ago..... I still carry his zippo lighter with me ...every day. years ago.... that gaping hole never goes away....