Lost My Father, Grandpa, And Uncle :0

I lost my dad to suicide four years ago. I was only 9. I didn't know he was going to and i didn't even know what the word suicide meant. For awhile I thought it was my fault. I also lost my grandpa (his dad) to suicide. He was so stricken by guilt. my father had told him that he was going to kill himself and my grandpa did not take him seriously. Only a few months ago my uncle hung himself. I had only met him a few weeks before but my mother had known him since she was little. I'm just saying it hurts the people who love you and may cause them to do things. Think about this. if my dad never killed him self then my grandpa wouldn't have. it may cause a chain reaction. even if you don't think anyone cares there is someone out there who does!!!
illstaystrongforyou illstaystrongforyou
18-21, F
3 Responses May 13, 2012

Keep the wonderful positive spirit.

I am going to send you a private message.

So sorry hugs!