Two Months Later..........Oddly enough in a way I feel free........... yet I am broken. This week will be two months since my husband chose to end his life. He is dead and I am lost. This realization has not been easy, every day I look at my younger son and I see his face. Everywhere I go I am reminded that we were always together we did everything together. How do you go on??? This is my eternal question how do you resign yourself to this completely new life. I may never know or get there inside I am a tornado of thoughts and feelings and urges should I do this can I do that will I ever feel normal again???? I no longer live in a life of solitary confinement yet I would sell my soul to have him back I need him I want him I want to know who I am. Two months can feel like a lifetime, just thougt you might like to know.
bobbyswife30 26-30, F 11 Responses 7 Sep 2, 2012