My Buddy Shot Himself While Home Alone !!!!

It happened in November many years ago.. I found out by seeing his death notice in the morning paper... what a shock,,,, he went crazy at the end and took his dad's gun and literally blew his brains out while home alone! his mom came home and found him half alive on the living room couch, I will spare the gory details.. just terrible.. It messed me up for a few years mentally because i wish i had been able to help him before this happened! :( :(