Lost Dad

When I was 15 my dad committed suicide. I know that he was depressed a lot, but that still doesn't make it any easier to understand. Well it didn't until I started to get depressed. There are so many things I want to say to him. I want him to be apart of my life and apart of his grandchildren's life. I miss him sooo much.  
keenan8 keenan8
31-35, F
1 Response May 23, 2007

Oh you poor poor child. How devastating for you, especially at that tender teen age. I'm so sorry. <br />
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You know, I believe that your dad is with you always. I know it sounds cooky, but just talk to him. He's there. He can hear you. According to Sylvia Browne, you're dad is in a place where he is happy. He feels nothing but love and happiness. <br />
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I know I'm going on, and I'm sorry. <br />
I hope it's a bit reassuring if you believe in that kind of stuff at all!<br />
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Have a Blessed day!