This past Saturday a good friend of mine lost her battle and fell short to her depression. Depression is a real disease. It's not something that can be easily controlled. Sometimes the people who appear the happiest and the strongest are fighting the hardest battles, often within themselves. I wish I would have known sooner the pain that she was feeling deep in her heart. I wish I could have been there for her more in her time of need.
In loving memory of my dear friend, Renee. I love you and I miss you so much. Fly high my friend.
taylor0430 taylor0430
22-25, F
5 Responses Aug 20, 2014

I do not mean to sound rude. It seems her life was full of suffering that led her to this path. I am now also thinking of Suicide. All has failed I see no hope in life.

Hi, i am arun pet name is ticklearun.........I LOVE TICKLING and YOGURT, can u add u like that........, can u answer my tickle questions,,,.........

1, R u ticklish?

Omg! Yeah!


A little bit

Not at all I wouldnt laugh or crack a smile

2 Do u like to be tickled

I don't mind it

Its ok

Yes!!!!! I love it!!!!!

Ugh! I hate it!

3 Where r u ticklish

Please select all that apply.







Im not ticklish

4 If someone starts tickling u whats ur reaction

Scream and laugh and flail arms

Scream and laugh

Pee ur pants


Punch that person

Giggle slighty

No reaction

5 If someone starts tickling ur feet what do u do

Scream and laugh like a maniac

Laugh loudly

Beg them to stop

start tickling them to see how it feels

Slap them


No reaction

6 If u started tickling a nonticklish person how would you get them to laugh?

Start massivly tickling them all over

Try using feathers

sneak attack them and start tickling them

I am nonticklish too and there isnt anything u can do about it

7 How long would you last before laughing

I would start laughing even before starting

0-10 seconds

1minute-30 minutes



8 Do you think nonticklish people are boring

No. I want to be one I HATE being ticklish


Yeeeeeah! Soooo boring!

I am nonticklish and Im not boring

9 Do u ever with u were a nonticklish person

YESSS! I wanna be one but I dont know how

It depends.

Not really. I like being tickled. Yeah I know, I'm weird.

I am already not ticklish

10 If someone said they're going to ticke u whats ur reaction

Scream and hide

Beg them to not tickle u

Let them tickle u

Let them tickle u, ur not ticklish.

11 Have u ever said "Im not ticklish" to get out of being tickled

Yess! All the time!

Yep, but it never works


Yes, and people dont believe me. and then they tickle me and there is no laughing or smiling

I'd hold your arms above your head and wiggle my fingers on each armpit, one at a time, driving you crazy and trying to wiggle free. I work my way down and gently dig my fingers into your hip bone! You jump and squirm. Then I send gentle pokes to your ribs!

Had enough tickling yet? :)

Tickling your feet with baby oil and a brush!

I use all 10 fingers to tickle you! Armpits first, then hips and everything in between!

Now I tickle your ribs with all 10 fingers digging lightly into them. You squirm to try to get away from me, but I won't hear of it! Lol.

Tickling you all over using yogurt on your armpits & feet. Did u like my tickling............please add me.........we can tickle

You are extremely rude and I would appreciate it if you would delete this comment!


Because you posted this on a very personal story. Please delete it or you will be reported.

Sorry please

Delete it

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I haven't lost a friend to suicide, but I had a girl who's locker was next to mine. She got killed in a horrific car crash, the van that her family was in, crossed the center line a had a head on crash on the drivers side with a cement truck. The father died also he was driving and dozed off for a little bit.

Be strong love ❤️ it is a disease and hun don't blame yourself

Depression is not a disease, it is a mental imbalance with the chemicals in your brain no longer are working right. I know cause I have been fighting it a long time due to PTSD I brought home from Vietnam.

What does PTSD have to do with depression?

Depression is one of the more serious effects of PTSD and it is what causes so many vets to commit suicide.

I agree. I myself have PTSD. But how is it not a disease

I didn't post this status for a debate. I don't need that ****. I posted it to share my story considering that's what this site is about. If you don't like it, there's a block button.

I am sorry but I lost a close friend 3 years ago and I still miss him and I still try to talk to him everyday. I cried while standing over my friend and I am not ashamed to admit that. I honestly believe if I had gotten off my *** and drove to Ind. he would still be here today. I have a bad guilty complex from Vietnam and when my friend died my guilt became unbearable and I checked myself in for counseling and therapy.

I'm sorry that you lost a friend. Obviously, I know how that feels. and I'm sorry that you have PTSD, as do I from a bad childhood. But that doesn't give you any right to stomp all over my feelings when I'm opening up and being vulnerable.

I am sorry if I hurt you, I did not mean to or even think about it. I wear a wrist band on both of my hands to honor my friend Jack and I try to talk to him everyday. Once again I want to apologize for hurting your feelings.

Thank you. I accept your apology. And I'm sorry for overreacting.

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