April 17th of this year my friend jonathen shot himself. he left bulletins on myspace saying goodbye and for those who believe that he would see on the other side. but no one is exactly sure why he did it. no one can ever answer a question like that. my uncle killed himself by inhaling the exhaust from his car in his closed garage. my aunt went crazy, broke out of a mental hospital and overdosed. my cousin was playing russian roulette. i have seen many attempts and had to break them of their temporary insanity. a couple attempts i did myself. but those days are over. now that i see how selfish it is.