I Just Don't Know...I lost my wife.
We had been arguing and we said some stupid things. She walked away from me and neither of us ever got the chance to say I'm sorry.
I'm still very much in love with her. I miss her every day.
My friends and family all expect me to move on. To forgive myself for what was said and what happened.
Yes, I know she would have forgiven me.
But that's not really the point.
It doesn't matter that it was a while ago, this was the love of my life.
How do you move on from that?
And move on to what?
Great, that sounds like fun...
Should I want to?
Am I abnormal for not doing it by now?
I just don't know...