Too Many Losses

Five years ago I lost my son to suicide. It has been a long devastating journey back to trying to be normal again. I am divorced and I had to go through this alone..

After being alone for 12 years, and not dating I finally met someone who I thought was a lifelong such as it is, man to be with. He betrayed me and I am alone again.

I am 66 and do not want to be alone anymore.

No way to fix it that I can see in the foreseeable future.

On top of that I have a new condition of my heart. It's called PVCs. Extra heartbeats...

Can't live on my income and just don't know,where to turn..
Tooalone46 Tooalone46
66-70, F
Sep 28, 2012