Gone Forever.......

Me and my ex started seeing eachother 6 months ago. Were officially together for 3 months and loved eachother like crazy. Everyone saw us and wished they had love like we had,. We really were in love it seemed we laughed together smiled togehter even cried togther we were perfect. We never once argued or dissagredd or started to become distanst. In the 3 months we lived together and were never apart because our love was so strong. One night though he went quiet wouldnt talk to me and when he did he talked about how things werent going to work out. I didnt want to hear what he was saying so i started pleading for him just to sleep said to him it will be fine in the morning we wil be fine again but he shook his head said its over i dont love you anymore. Hearing those words tore me apart compeltly and shatered my heart in pieces. I screamed and screamed and cried until i was almost sick. I couldntbear looking back on our relatuonship thinking and knowing it had been a lie. I love him so much still always will i miss him every day and cry for him constantly. Haveing to go form being with him to being completly alone is the hardest thing i have ever had to do. I close my eyes and still see him i miss him so much and i will love him forever. Im so broken and a mess still i just want him back. I have lost the love of my life i rememember looking im his eyes knowing it was over forever that killed me seeing that in his eyes that he was never coming back. I really have lost the love of my life and he is gone forever but i will stil love him forever and always miss him so much i just wish we had never had to get to goodbye....love u baby.....always and forever.....
lylkitkat lylkitkat
18-21, F
2 Responses Sep 23, 2012

I am so sorry you had to go through this. Hopefully time has made is slightly better and you are feeling like you can move on. It hurts when you want to be with someone 'forever', but they don't feel the same. But it does get better with time. Even though currently this feels like the end of the world, it will get better.

Good luck to you