Dead Relationship
Posted December 5th, 2009 at 11:44PM
Dead Relationship
Its been over 2 years now in this dying and possible already dead relationship with the mother of my son. I heard stories of people who have left relationships broken in every way possible, but i refuse to believe it was possible. i thought that it was just over-exaggerated. I've had my share of relationships and i have had my heart 'broken' on occasion, but i never once thought i wouldn't recover or that i might need time to do so. I've always exited a relationship just to enter a new one, because this person might be the last one. you see i was a firm believer in high school sweet hearts and the 3 types of love. you know: love, great love, and true love. i have recently lost my belief in love entirely. you see love requires sacrifice and most of all it is a conscious choice you have to make. this relationship i am in has broken me in a way i never thought possible, and i am struggling to find out who i actually am anymore. You see the person i see myself as today is not someone I'm too fond of at the moment. i feel that the only way to actually recover or re-build myself is to get as far away from this person as possible. at some point or another my mood, attitude, behavior, and over-all happiness depended on this person actions towards me. The solution seems simple right: just leave, but it is more complicated than that....way more complicated. thanks for taking the time to read.
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Hi it sounds like you know what you want to do just not ready yet??? is there another way to look at your complications can you look at them individually and try and sort one thing out at a time. from my own personal experience i always wanted to rush the hurting period up and took on too much. Learning to slow down and being kind to myself helped me make sense of the situation and approach it one day at a time one problem at a time
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