Done It AgainI have/had a dear friend that I have a great deal of love and respect for, had a lot of a fall out just after new year, mainly my fault. only just started to text each other agian, well l say text each other we used to text anything up to 40 times a day. She used to ring me every day after she finished work, for a chat as you do. We are/were just really good friends nothing more.
I wrote her a letter saying how sorry I was for our fall out, didnt get a reply. I went round to apologize was met with hostilaty ie Im busy, lm busy will reply to your letter. I nearly did no l did cry on the way home, yep some men do that !
I got a text a week later saying sorry & that she didnt like to be put on the spot, understandable really. The text was a tad of a shock as l didnt expect it. She said that she would meet at weekend to "discuss". Weekend came no text came. So l text her on Sunday at 1400ish, the reply was sorry cannot make it busy but will see you next week at a tutorial. I thought Oooh bugger I would have much prefared to meet socially before the tutorial.
Well to get to the point, I texted her tonight saying that I have tried my best to apologise with all my heart, I wrote you a letter, you said that you would reply, you didnt, you said that you would meet for coffee, you didnt. I said that l was trying my best but I feel that l am getting kicked in the teeth, what more can l do ??
Her reply was would have met you at tutorial if it hadnt been for your last text, I suggest that you go to a tutorial with a differant tutour than me, she explained that she had a ****** cold at weekend, if she had a ****** cold why didnt she just say so, better to say that than, no carnt make it lm busy, well l would have thought so ! maybe lm wrong but if she had been more honest I would have easier for me to understand. surly better to say that no lm busy ? or is that just me ?
Well she doent want anything at to do with me now & it hurts, if l hadnt sent her a text today maybe there was a chance of us still been mates. Bugger me ! why do l always seem to shoot myself in the foot. Ive lost a really good mate though a silly text.
Seems to be the sorry of my life !!
BILL1751 51-55, M 4 Responses 3 Feb 8, 2012