Heart Torn In Two Many Times By A Man That Has A GirlfriendMy story is very long and I will try to shorten it up. I met a guy 5 years ago I was instantly attracted to him and I thought he was attracted to me. We got involved physically and then all of a sudden I didn't hear from him for about over a year. When we did start talking again he told me he had a six month old baby, but is not with the baby's mom. We always flirted but I knew this time I had to be carefull because who knew when he might of gotten bored with me again. I would always give hints that I was interested but it never got anywhere.
One day we where talking and he told me he has a girlfriend. My heart dropped and I felt like I lost him and any chance of him. We kept talking and flirting and we would talk about sex. He was ok of the idea of cheating, but I couldn't do it, but he kept at it and eventually it did happen. I then one day told him that he was the guy I always wanted but couldn't have. He asked me what I would of done if I could of had him. I finally thought I got through to him and he was gonna be with me. I was a fool to think that because it did not happen. I don't know why but I could not resist him he is like a drug and I kept falling into his trap. I fell in love with a man who is taken and I feal lost, broken,torn, and hurt.
I did finally tell him that he is taken and we need space and be friends and I will never have him the way I want. I will always be here for him and I care for him and I wish nothing but happiness for him. Someone please help me because all I want is to be in his arms no matter what and even if it's just for one night that I pretend he is all mine and no one else's.