I Love a Man Already Taken

I'm in middleschool, and I know that it's a very young age to be thinking about long term relationships, but it's just the way my mind works. I had a boyfriend that dumped me over myspace last year and it left me broken and devastated for a long time after, but then I found my salvation. I was slowly falling in love with one of my friend's best friends. (They're both guys by the way and I think they're cousins) He shares my passion of singing and has a good heart. A warm feeling just starts building up in my stomach when I see his goofy, care-free smile and I always am at ease when he's around. I've even cried in Choir and he indirectly made me smile by playing around and laughing. Not only that, even when I don't realize it, my eyes trail to his face and he's even caught me staring at him when I myself didn't know. However, it was just a couple weeks ago that I was assured that he already had a girlfriend and it made me a little sad to think that I could not have what was the only thing that I wanted in my life. My philosophy is that I will be happy as long as the most important people in my life aren't sad or suffering, so I'm glad that he's with another girl (even though I kind of curse her) and I don't want to break them up. At least not directly...

Chrykha Chrykha
13-15
1 Response Mar 18, 2009

the good news is...middle school relationships sometimes break-up very quickly! ironically, that's also the bad news to his new gf!! however--- i'm sure the impression you've made on him---is long-lasting.<br />
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you are very kind to wish him the best with his gf! he sounds genuinely kind too---and u two may just get together to stay in the future, as he will always hold dear and respect ur friendship, i'm sure.