Oh Man

yeah ok so the man i feel in love with for the first time is now in washington.. it sucks so bad.. i cant talk to him other than with mail.. I miss him so much his sister and i talk all the time.. we both love each other still but we cant be together for like 2 years since he is on his mission and i wont move back to utah and thats where we would have to live if i did get back with him so yeah it sucks way bad.. but i am over it