I Need Help!!!
There's the guy and oh course he's married. I love him and I know there's something special between us, I can feel it. But since he's married I've been trying to let go of him. The only thing is, is he keeps charming his way back to my heart and it makes me fall harder for him. I've tried at least 15 times to let him go but it just ain't working. I still want to be friends with him cause we have ALOT in common. More than him and his wife have. This past 2 weeks I've been on vacation and he really tocked me off so I said to heck with him. I talked to him a few days later and yep he charmed his way back. Then he made me mad the day before i was suppose to come home. So today I came home and he was all up on me he was hugging me and just around me whole time I was waiting for my ride. Then one moment while we were together but his wife was with us but away from hearing view and kinda distracted. He looked at me and said you in a voice like he was flirting and then he kissed my head. I want to be friends but I don't wanna ruin his marriage and I would love him to be all mine but I know that's not going to happen soi think I'm wasting my time with him. And when my friend told him I was flirting with a lifeguard at one of the places we went he was kinda like oh you were, were you. So I don't want to be wrapped around his finger but i don't know if my heart can handle it or not. Any suggestions?