Traveling France Alone Just For Love- Long Distance Relationship

I will be traveling to France for 2 weeks, departure on 19 May 2012 and will transit in between Doha for 2 hrs and then to Paris. I will be traveling alone but this is just an adventure for me. Celebrating my birthday at the same time on 24 May 2012. I am excited and scared as I will be staying in my friend's apartment and I know him through Facebook and Skype for the past 8 months now. I can say that he is my boyfriend, age 33 yrs old and since he can't make it to my country, I put an effort and sacrifice my time to come to France. This may sounds crazy but I tell myself that I am prepare for the danger that will occurred to me.May God be with me. I will be staying at Mantes La Jolie and I am not sure if the place is safe or not but I really hope so, it is safe.

While waiting for this moment to meet him for the first time, I just had this feeling that he is not serious with me.... my heart just playing around and I can feel that it is talking to me, I can feel it. I just find that he is flirting around with the girls in his Facebook, especially Korean girls. He may be Algerian-French but he is very interesting person to talk to but I did argue with him in Skype about things that I think he have to understand. This is just weird. 

I just can't stand to get hurt another time... if this relationship never work out again. I hate being hurt but I just want to try one last time if this love will last long. It is hard for both of us, because I am from South East Asia and he is from France, long distance relationship. I believe that everything is possible... just if you want it or not. 

What is best for me?

AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz
22-25, F
Mar 25, 2012