I Loved A Married Man
7 passionate years, a million empty promises and shame is what I got from loving a married man. My story is true and goes back 20 years. I met a man who was a banquet manager at a upscale hotel. I was a waitress/bartender. Our age difference was 26 years and I guess I thought I would have an easy guy to wrap around my fingers and to lavish me with gifts. Well all that wishful thinking backfired because he was cheap and pretty much took for granted all of the young fun sex I provided. He chiseled away at my self confidence until at one point my twisted mind began to crave him even more. When he moved out of state I followed. I put myself completely out there and even left my kids with their father for 6 years. I lost the respect of everyone around me especially my coworkers. He had promised to help me pay my expenses but he lied and I finally realized one day while we were having sex right before he finished up he told me that that was all he could offer me. That helped me face the reality of my unrealistic world. I found the strength to say no more and left town. I did not date anymore and began to miss being a mother to my children. I asked my exhusband if he was willing to work through my crap and he said yes he would for the kids. I am happy to report that we have been together for 13 years (remarried for 7)and are happy and run our own business together. my kids are 27 and 25 and doing very well. I still think of him from time but only to think about the years I cheated my family out of. If I had tyo do it over again I would never cheat with a married guy. Also I wish I could apologize to his wife for the terrible thing I did. He brought me to his home when his wife was out of town and I slept in her bedand used her shower! I guess I could use this time to apologize... I am sorry from the bottom of my heart Mrs. D, I was wrong to seduce your scoundrel husband. I am glad I don't have a husband like yours. Please forgive me and I hope God will forgive me.