She Wont Leave Me Alone.well Im not sure I want her to. Her marriage was on the rocks and I pushed her back into it by letting her know all the bad things I have experienced since my divorce. The only problem is, that since we started seeing each other on a different level, other than the gym where she works, we have something that I cant explain. I havnt, and she hasnt pushed things to an irreversible level, but she stays with me overnight atleast 2 times a week, and makes sure she catches up with me everyday.
Theres more than friendship, like the I miss you's when she leaves, and how hard it is not to take things further.
It's inapropriet, I know. But I just cant push her away. She's great, really great and we share this common bond that you only find once in a lifetime.
Iv'e made a pact to myself, that in no way am I going to destroy someones marriage, Its happend to me, and I will never do it to someone else.
So I suppose I will live the rest of my life knowing that the perfect one was just within arms reach forever.
A truly hard and confusing concept.