When Trust DiesI'm not sure why trust is lost or dies, but when it does the pain of thinking there is something in your love not strong enough or good enough comes along with it. And it can be agonyzing for so long
I deeply and passionately love and probably always will, but when what comes back is not love but manipulation and control it is hurtful and confusing.
Love has kept me alive emotionally. For that I'm so thankful.
Others turn to drink, or anger, or distractions only. But for me a part of me would have died the one that loves so deeply and passionately.
Mostly my children's love and unconditional love and friends love always keeps that part of me alive forever.