My First Kiss

My first kiss xo

I remember it well actually. I was 5 years old It was in senior kindergarten, it was bell time at the end of the day and all the children had gotten their coats and bags from the cloak room and were all now trying to get their shoes on out in the hall. Mrs. McGee was busy helping all the kids tie up their laces. Trevor peeked his head out from the cloak room enterance and finger gestured for me to come into the cloak room with him. I remember smiling and feeling shy but also knowing right away that he fancied me. I put down my Holly Hobby back pack and went into the room wirh Trevor. He stood awaiting me and when he seen me he nervously light up. I smiled at him and he leaned his face toward me and kissed me on the lips. He pulled back and looked at me. I felt my face grow red and my smile grow wide. He kissed me one more time then he slipped out one door and I slipped out the other. When it was time to board our school bus he sat with me and held my hand all the way home to my stop. He kept looking down at our hands and smiling clenching my hand a little tighter each time he looked down at them. When I was in my early 20's I was to be married to a man named David. Trevor came to me expressing his love for me asking me to be with him and to call my marraige to David off. I was flattered by Tervors words and love for me but I loved David, and couldn't base my future on a childhood crush. However a few years after that Trevor was killed in a fatal car accident. His love for me became a special gift and memory and that first kiss still means the world to me.
RavensHeart RavensHeart
36-40, F
Jan 7, 2013