Numerological Connections ba<x>sed On Date Of Birth.

My life is based on a series of numbers which i'm constantly catching up to. Long story short when i graduated high school life went down hill from there.
I suffered a huge mental breakdown after only ending my second semester of college. I became inept incompable of catching up to my other peers.
So about 4 or 5 years later I showed incredible improvement. I was taking meds being diagnosed as schizoaffective. One night i led an endless quest to solve an equation for a person who was a positve hallucination for me. She was an Actress telling me hopeful things and in an odd way thinking for me. Her voice vanish as I got better but i still can still feel her energy within. So suddenly one calm night My mind felt different slighly wiser. I was writing numbers wondering why I was deeply falling for an actress which I had barely knew(only in movies). This actress,Eliza Dushku,was stuck in my head and I wanted answers. I created my own method of Called "Numerological Astrology". My own unique precise system that's incredible here's the Math:

Im Percy. My Date of birth without the slashes: 111586
The actress Eliza Dushku Date of birth without slashes:123080

So I start adding: 111586
                          +123080
               equals 234666
Now this equation can be didived into 234   then  666


To verify the 234 as my or her number I simply write and add the month day and years:
  11                                                  12
  15                                                  30
+86                                                +80
equals 112                           equals 122


122+112=the first pattern 234 of the first Problem.

Now here's another 2 pattern added : 234+666=900
lets divide d.o.b(date of birth) and add it by 3 digits:
111+586= 697                      123+080=203
take 697+203= 900

What does this mean? honestly I dont know completely. But to me I think it's a spiritual warning not just for me but for many.
 the continuation of numerology's relation to human or nature's fate maybe the main or at least partial reason.

_Peace