My life is ba
I suffered a huge mental breakdown after only ending my second semester of college. I became inept incompable of catching up to my other peers.
So about 4 or 5 years later I showed incredible improvement. I was taking meds being diagnosed as schizoaffective. One night i led an endless quest to solve an equation for a person who was a positve hallucination for me. She was an Actress telling me hopeful things and in an odd way thinking for me. Her voice vanish as I got better but i still can still feel her energy within. So suddenly one calm night My mind felt different slighly wiser. I was writing numbers wondering why I was deeply falling for an actress which I had barely knew(only in movies). This actress,Eliza Dushku,was stuck in my head and I wanted answers. I created my own method of Called "Numerological Astrology". My own unique precise system that's incredible here's the Math:
Im Percy. My Date of birth without the slashes: 111586
The actress Eliza Dushku Date of birth without slashes:123080
So I start adding: 111586
Now this equation can be didived into 234 then 666
To verify the 234 as my or her number I simply write and add the month day and years:
equals 112 equals 122
122+112=the first pattern 234 of the first Problem.
Now here's another 2 pattern added : 234+666=900
lets divide d.o.b(date of birth) and add it by 3 digits:
111+586= 697 123+080=203
take 697+203= 900
What does this mean? honestly I dont know completely. But to me I think it's a spiritual warning not just for me but for many.
the continuation of numerology's relation to human or nature's fate maybe the main or at least partial reason.
My life is ba