Always Do

I didn't accept the baby when GOD gave me his blessings...  To be honest, I had no regrets cos I know the baby will be better off in another family than with me.

I know GOD Is punishing me now cos I am no longer able to conceive any... which hurts terribly.

Eternal Eternal
31-35, F
4 Responses Mar 9, 2010

I do believed everything happened for a better reason.. Only once a while when I look at babies reminds me of my own..

Don't think of it as punishment believe that there is a reason for everything and keep your head up

Wherever the baby is now... I hope she is happy and well taken care off. Mummy will always love you ...only wish I could do it better those years back.

If you're saying you gave the baby up for adoption, then I think that was a very unselfish act. I'm sorry you can't give birth to more children but I really don't think God is punishing you.