Why I became a sissy girl all started when I was a small child. My mother's relatives all had girls for children. Most of my dad's family had girls as well. My parents always visited their family every year. I recall on numerous occasions that in order for me to entertain myself I ended up playing with paper dolls, Ken and Barbie and to a lessor extent GI Joe. I believe that this had a large impact on how I became who I am today. Another factor that I feel impacted me in ways I could never understand until now was that in school I was always a shy child. I never had a girl friend and placed all women I came across on pedestals. I understood at an early age that it was the woman that ran the relationship. Woman wrote the rules and decided who they would go out with and it was always the Alpha Male, not the paper doll playing sissy. Although I am happy surrendering myself to all the woman of the world finding a woman that wants a sissy has always been an impossible task. 3 marriages gone south has proved that belief. I do feel that one thing positive has come of all of this and that is I believe that I understand women alittle better. I believe that I can pick out their clothes for them, the color of their nails, the way they set up their make-up and hair and the way they look when they go out on the town. Thanks for allowing me to tell my story.