I Can't Help Myself
When I hear a song, I have to sing out. When I hear the rhythm, I have to move to the beat! When I meet someone, I am genuinely interested in them. I learn their name, I joke around with them. When you work around people, how can you not get close? Why is it so important to always be so "professional"? I'm around those people 24/7...more than my family or friends. Why must I maintain distance? Yes, I understand that it's my bread and butter and blurried lines might cause problems, but life is way too short to not have fun! When I meet someone cute, why can't I flirt? When in a discussion, I'm not making light of a serious matter, ok maybe I am...trying to lighten the mood. I don't like drama. I don't like conflict. I don't sit around singing kumbaya...I do resolve my dilemmas and pay my bills on time, but I like to tease and giggle and engage in the joie de vivre! Why is that so wrong?! If I am in a relationship with you, I will tease you with intensity. I will want to keep you a little on edge with sexual tension at times. If I am happy with our relationship, I won't be able to keep my hands off you, and will want the world to see my joy. Why is that so wrong? I can't help myself...why should I need help if I feel this way either? Don't try to change me. I like who I am.